Pregnant Abigail Was Priced At Thirty Silver Dollars In A Saloon-rosocute

The first sound Abigail Boone heard in the Dead Lantern Saloon was laughter.

It was not bright laughter, and it was not the loose kind that came after too much whiskey.

It was a mean sound, passed from one man to another because cruelty always grew braver when it had company.

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Snowmelt streaked the saloon floor in black lines.

Tobacco spit shone near the stove.

The air smelled of wet wool, bitter coffee, pine smoke, and men who had been indoors too long with nothing decent to do.

Abigail kept her eyes lowered as her mother pulled her forward by the arm.

At seven months pregnant, every step felt like crossing a frozen creek with thin ice underfoot.

Her blue wool dress had been let out badly at the waist, then patched again under one sleeve.

It strained over her belly no matter how she stood.

She had been big before the baby, broad through the hips and soft in the arms, the sort of woman people in Red Mercy found easy to mock because she rarely answered back.

Now they did not even pretend to whisper.

One man at the poker table leaned back and called out that Martha Boone must have brought her daughter in to block the stove from seeing daylight.

A few men laughed.

A few looked down into their glasses.

The quiet ones were almost worse, because Abigail could feel them choosing safety over mercy.

Her mother’s fingers dug into her sleeve.

“Stand straight,” Martha hissed.

Abigail tried.

The baby pressed low and heavy, and her back ached from the walk through the snow.

She had spent the last month telling herself she had already reached the bottom of shame.

She had been wrong.

The piano player stopped halfway through a tune, his hands hovering above the keys like he had forgotten what music was for.

Behind the bar, Dutch Cassidy lowered the glass he had been wiping.

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