Lonely At Church Supper, She Saved A Seat For A Cowboy-rosocute

Catherine Blackwell had been alone before, but never in a room this full.

The church hall in Cedar Creek glowed with oil lamps and stove heat, and every long table was crowded with families shaking off the cold, setting down covered dishes, and greeting neighbors as though worry had no right to follow them indoors.

Catherine kept her head lowered and lined the forks beside the plates.

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Her hands trembled each time the silver touched wood.

In her skirt pocket, folded small and sharp as a thorn, was the bank notice that had arrived that morning.

Three months behind.

Thirty days to make the payments good.

After that, the Blackwell farm could be taken.

Her father had read the words twice from his chair by the stove, his bad leg stretched in front of him, his face hardening the way men’s faces did when they would rather be angry than frightened.

Her mother had said nothing at all.

Thomas, only fourteen, had gone outside and split kindling until his hands were raw.

Catherine had come to the church supper because staying home would have made the fear louder.

Now the fear sat with her anyway.

Around her, the women talked of pies, quilting, weather, and the cattle outfit that had ridden in from Texas.

The young girls whispered about cowboys as if a trail man were a storybook prize instead of dust, hunger, sore horses, and goodbye.

Catherine did not look up.

She had no room for foolish dreams.

A farm could be lost in thirty days.

A family could be shamed before a town in less time than that.

Her grandfather had built the Blackwell house board by board, hauling timber, setting stone, raising a roof that had sheltered three generations.

Catherine knew the sound of every step in that house.

She knew which floorboard creaked by the kitchen door.

She knew where spring rain came through the barn roof and where the old fence leaned in a hard wind.

It was not much to anyone with money.

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