Her Family Wanted Her Baby Fund. Then the Poolside Camera Caught Everything-aurelia

The cold was the first thing she remembered.

Not the pain, not the screaming, not the flash of her mother’s fist driving into her stomach in front of everyone.

The cold came first.

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It was in her teeth, in her hair, in the wet fabric glued to her legs, in the water that kept dripping from her eyelashes onto the concrete beside the pool.

For a few seconds, she did not know where she was.

She could hear the pool filter humming behind her, steady and indifferent.

She could smell chlorine, sunscreen, spilled champagne, and something metallic at the back of her throat.

Then her hands found her stomach.

That was when everything came back.

She was eight months pregnant.

Her twin sister Natalie was eight months pregnant too.

They were at Natalie’s baby shower.

Her mother had demanded the $18,000 baby fund.

She had refused.

Then her mother had hit her.

The memory did not return gently.

It struck her in pieces: the pink-and-gold balloons, the catered food, the guests slowly going quiet, Natalie’s hand rubbing her stomach, her father’s face looking bored and irritated, her mother’s voice calling her selfish.

Then the impact.

Then the warm rush down her legs.

Then the pool swallowing her.

A woman she barely knew was kneeling over her now, pressing a towel against her belly with both hands.

The woman’s name was Grace, though she would not remember that until later.

Grace kept saying, “Don’t move. Please don’t move. Help is coming. Stay with me.”

Her voice shook on every word.

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